|This is it.
||[Jan. 30th, 2011|01:21 pm]
I love where I am today. I am realizing that more and more. I may have fucked up royally in the past and people may see me as a bad person, but most of them don't know the other side of the story, and I am okay with that. I know what I have been through, and I am the one who has suffered the reprocussions and cleaned up my own messes. I am the one who has wiped tears, held his body close to mine and been there to keep him warm on cold nights. Maybe the route I took wans't the way I should have went, but I don't know one person who hasn't made mistakes also. I am doing my hardest to be the woman he deserves to have, and I think I am doing a damn good job at it. Letting go of the past, and focusing on the future. It's a new year, and I know it is going to be wonderful. I may not have been the girl comforting him at the time when I hurt him, but I took my place back and am not going anywhere anymore. This is what I want. I need this. I need him. No more second guessing. We have had some great times, and now that we have a child, it is only going to get better.|
"He couldn't find a cooler girl to be with." Thanks for that KW, it means more to me than you will ever know.